Tuesday, October 12, 2010

OUR Lies

Funny when things never change 
Even when you say they will
But while your off s(rewing her
My life is standing still

You tell me that you love me
When I go to leave
You tell me I'm your only one
And I let myself believe

I know that you are using me
But you'll never let me go
I know that you don't love me
I know I'm just for show

I don't know If I can stand
To see you love another girl
You know that you broke my heart 
You know that your my world

But while your standing by my side
I'll believe your lies forever
Cause everything seems so perfect
When we are together


-unknown-

Master Cleanse Day 6

Ok so i know i prolly should of started this sooner to track my results and what not, but holy hell today i felt like a cancer patient , i was warn out, tired and everything sounded good to me.  ps i've never had cancer but i imagine it would be something like that (don't freak out on me).  following up to day 6 has been a breeze, a basic walk in the park while chatin on the phone n sipping ah latte, non fat of course.  im talking no cravings, no interested in food nothing and than out of no where i'm on survivor and someone's offering me peanut butter, what's the deal...but i got through it, i drank my lemonade n i'm feeling better,, tomorrow i'm hoping will be back to normal, o n my tongue turned white which is normal so i'm on the right track....10pounds thinner, my colon i imagine is almost brand new n everyone at work thinks i have an eating disorder, so all in all the master cleanse is doing everything i wanted it to do and more. the biggest problem i see in the future is after the 10 days is up and slowly introducing foods back into my diet, they say you don't have the same cravings as before n ah lot of people actually go vegetarian or vegan, well i started the whole vegetarian thing in feb of this year n it's gone well, but i must say i do enjoy my cheese n i'm interested to c if i can give that up...OOOOhhhhhh n another thing that i though was just me but read somewhere that someone else wrote as well that also did the cleanse...SMELLY PEOPLE! you can smell people more, it's hard to explain but it's almost like everyone let's off a scent of what they've consumed or drank n you get this weird sense of smell that you didn't have before n trust me it's not something you really want, cause from what i've smelled, most people aren't making the best food choices if you know what i mean :/  ...... alright in till next time